All the drugs in this world…
I miss you so much in this moment.
And I know I’m having a hell of a time getting over you, and letting go, and truth is, I never expect either of these things to happen.
You just aren’t the man I fell in love with, not at all… And I want so badly just to be with you, regardless – no, not even with you, just around you, at least be touched by you.
I know I can live without you, but now its setting in, and becoming more and more of a reality that you may not be in my life anymore.. and at first, I thought that would be fine, but I still feel like part of me needs you.
I just don’t know what to do, and I feel like there’s no way to get ahold of you now.
Did I fuck this up?