So I’m watching the South Park Christmas special with Charles Manson… and its making me pretty happy, or at least cheered up some.
I don’t think this post will be very long.
I feel very tired. 
I adore you, and I’ll write more on that later, albeit a protected post. 
I haven’t posted in here forever. I kinda fell back to LJ with several random posts on Xanga a week.
No-one uses Xanga anymore, and LiveJournal is my forever love. (or not, ’cause i’m a liar)
Ahem, let’s see…
- Website Junk
I made eleven fanlistings as of the past two months, I think… Clicky!
Sean & I also made a website to celebrate our BFF-ness, which is why the S&J pages have been removed. Now presenting… Magical!
- Furcadia Junk
I renamed Envious Harmony to Wicked Luna and changed the color scheme.
Still working on it, but its coming along nicely, I think. (God knows i’ll never finish it. :p)
http://wickedluna.strawberry-twilight.com
- Drama
I’ve had a falling out with several real life friends, and we’re okay now..
But it honestly doesn’t matter to me so much anymore since I have her, and she’s so wonderful it hurts.
- Love
Aaah, I adore-adore-adore the same boy i’ve adored for the past four years…?
But there’s a new one in my life… Sigh. Complicated.
I never believed I was fickle, just unsatisfied… I dunno.
No details.
- Movies
American Beauty & Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind are my two new favorites at the moment.
They’re both wonderful films.
- Music
I recently fell for The Dresden Dolls hardcore, but am slowly recovering.
I listened to nothing but Phil Collins for like, a week after that. lol
He’s my favorite.
- Misc.
Much planning for my Halloween party on the twenty-seventh.
And no, i’m not telling what my costume is. ;)
For those of you who care about my gaming.. Guildcafe.
Rambling over and out, because I need to get some schoolwork done.
I’m in my boyfriend’s apartment, and he’s unpacking groceries.
Emilie Autumn is playing, and I’m thinking about how far his place is from the grocery store.
Then suddenly, i’m not there anymore, and the dream switches.
I’ve returned to my former addiction, the cutting.
The cuts are seen, and i’m questioned and sent off to a weird place.
Nurses are talking to me…
Apparently, i’m to be taken to live with a man. They’re saying he’s wonderful.
He’s indeed beautiful. He’s preparing me, it seems.
He’s talking to me and soothing me, he’s giving me things. Material things.
I suddenly have a brother, and he’s sitting next to me.
I seem to be running and hiding from the man, though I feel as if I want him to find me.
Stupid dreams. Always so ..lovey/romantic/sexual. SHUT UP. GO AWAY. *smashes*
New story ahead, definitely.
Opheliac
[rant begin]
Basically, I bought Emilie Autumn’s Opheliac with my own money that I saved up for several months. I worked for that money. I’ve never really worked for anything in my life, and it was special. (Yeah, you could say i’m spoiled.)
Anyway… I got it in the mail today… it isn’t the deluxe limited edition I ordered.
Its just the regular jewelcase edition. And i’m fucking pissed, ’cause I thought I got the limited one, y’know?
So, I didn’t open it, I emailed them and explained everything. I’m getting a full refund and buying a different copy from Amazon. Problem is, its fifty bucks. Jen has issues buying fuckin’ CDs for fifty fuckin’ bucks.
Well, I guess if its the right one.. (And I hope to God it is.)
It just won’t be my earned money, in a sense. It seems trivial, but it was special to me.
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Kris called last night, and it was amazing. (We made up, and I apologized by the way.)
Hell yeah! I missed that kid. (Well, he’s twenty-one now, so he’s not technically a kid. D: )
He said we’re going to see ATHF:MFFT at the Palace once he gets a car.
Rachel offered, and Ashley and I had plans to go see it. So basically i’ve got three people who wanna take me, and I wanna go with Ashley ’cause we made the plans first, and that’s the fair thing to do. But its really whoever I end up at the theater with.
Speaking of Ashley Darling!
I have decided that I love her more than ice cream, and popsicles, and the moon, and long driveways (like my own.) Heehee. I do hope I shall see her (and Sam!) at school tomorrow.
She’s cuter than teddybears.
I think.. I’m pretty much in love with Neopets.
But a lot less than I was at the beginning of last week.
Its just too repeative and competive.
Oh! And I must keep and eye for that P&T:B! episode! *reminds self*
Uhm… I got my hair done today. Its all shiny and straight. :DDD
Suddenly, I’m pretty sure I hate having long nails. They’re a bitch to take care of, and its hard to do anything with them. And even though they’re really strong, I freak out whenever I think they’re gonna break or chip. I get pretty annoyed if they chip, let alone when they break. Its really insane, and i’m starting to hate it.
LOL. I just tipped my ranch dressing cup over and screamed softly cause I thought it spilled on my bed. Ranch + Baby carrots = ♥
I’m still sickish, just a lot of coughing.
I got my Gramma sick though, but i’m sure she’ll be okay. ♥
I’mma go eat pudding. Out for now!
PS: I won’t be on messengers for the next couple of days. Back Tuesday or Thursday, maybe Friday, not sure. Call if you need me. Send an email with your number, and i’ll give you mine. (As long as I know you really well, of course.)
I am so messed up right now.
… Thanks medication.
Well, I woke up one minute after Sean IMed me telling me he couldn’t sleep.
This proves our BFF-ness.
..except, I went back to sleep like two minutes later. ):
Sorry Seany.
Did Edward Kowalczyk just say, “Her placenta falls to the floor?”