About a week ago, while I was in the car, I wrote you a pretty good blog post that was actually worthy of your time, and had actual content to it. But I, being an idiot, and also not having internet, either lost it, or tried to post it.
Needless to say, we will never know what was in that magical, inspiring blog post. 
EDIT: Found it. I had saved it in a text file. I guess I am brilliant after all! 
See ‘My memory plays out to the same old song.’
Oh, you might have noticed the URL change.
I had to start out with a fresh installation of WordPress, all my files were wiped completely.
It was kinda a pain to import the ten or so most recent.
Still getting some sites back on their feet.
Anyway.
It was trippy seeing you yesterday
in a good way.
I just don’t know what to expect next. 
bells and footfalls and soldiers and dolls
brothers and lovers she and i were
now she seems to be sand under his shoes
there’s nothing i can do
can’t stop what’s coming
can’t stop what’s on its way
I cannot believe I’m already bored with this theme . . .
I dunno.
I’m listening to Cold. Its weird, refreshing, familiar, and like reopening old wounds
I hadn’t realized how much I missed this band
(I do run the fanlisting: http://cold.strawberry-twilight.com)
I feel like I will never get to where I want to be. Both because my goals are unrealistic, and not exactly built upon the best of foundations. Seems like the same thing, but its not.
Apologies for neglecting you, but I leaned more towards LiveJournal, as this suddenly felt very unsecure.
I need a sign.
..you put my heart back in my hand, and wipe it clean.
It becomes harder and harder to blog on WordPress. Soon I will have to find a client to help me with that.
Going back through this blog is nothing like going through my MySpace blog. Not even my LiveJournal. It lacks the passion and interest the other two have. Perhaps because it will never be as private as LJ, but who am I kidding? MySpace? That’s so secure.
In time, I am sure I will gain more interest for this blog, as has actually been the case lately.
Today I had my writing critiqued, albeit lightly, as it could have been much more harsh. I feel my arrogance slipping (towards my writing) through my fingers like sand. Perhaps its for the best, but my mind tells me otherwise.
You’re so easy to read, but the book is boring me
In contradiction to my previous actual post, I find that I still indeed think about you, and maybe my diminishing feelings aren’t so diminished after all. I do fear its just jealously, and somewhat baffling. I just thought maybe you could be the one that would finally reciprocate. Oh, how very wrong I was.
In fact, I don’t even want a relationship anymore, knowing what I know. Knowing how it would end. That must be it – subconsciously, I want nothing.
Someone once told me that if you have no faith in God, then you will find things to fill that void.
You used to fill that void – so, following in the footsteps of the infamous prose: you were in a way, my God.
I will find my place in time, I’m sure.
I like how as soon as I returned to my computer, Luca signed off. I’m sure it wasn’t intentional. Just silly.
I love you.
My Grandpa & I just got done watching Duplex and it was amazing. Absolutely. I love that movie.
Uhh.. I called Ashley and we had the best conversation in the world. We’re going to Denny’s at 1AM sometime. And we must make plans for later today.
Anyway, added a few new lovely WordPress plugins!
Sorry for the lack of updates, sinfulblood.org was hacked, and I switched to a new host since Twistybot is shutting down in May anyway.
Took a while to fix all my data and get everything correct, still have to add the music, mood and all that stuff, though.
And with a new domain, comes new features!
I’ve set up a forum: http://strawberry-twilight.com/forum/
And a gallery: http://luna.strawberry-twilight.com
Been playing a lot of World of Warcraft lately. Weeee.
lol. I set this up because I wanted a neat little blog, one that some people know about, and don’t. I realized that each of my blogs have posts with certain people in mind, so some things are said, and others aren’t.
LiveJournal is tailored mainly towards Sean, and my LJ friends.
Xanga is tailored towards my school friends.
MySpace is tailored to just MySpace.
Tastyword is tailored towards Helena.
Facebook is for Buhler friends, mostly.
Yahoo 360 is for Luca & Sean.
So, this is for everyone that will listen.
But on this blog.. nothing will be held back, and everything will be said.
It is my personal corner without having to worry about what certain people will think.
So excited!