About yesterday.
Our eyes met, and you didn’t smile, you didn’t speak, you didn’t move closer.. away, away you moved.
I kept thinking, hoping you’d come back and talk to me.. and you didn’t.. and in that moment, I felt a small part of my heart crack, I really, honestly, literally did. It hurt so much, and I was left to stare.
You can’t leave my life the way you did, and come back, and expect me to be happy about it.
Neither of us are the same people we were four years ago.
We will never be.
And as much as I miss you..
My life is better off without you, as is my heart.
It hurts me to say that, but I need to.
I can lie and say I don’t miss you at all,
but chances are, I probably always will.
Miss the person you used to be.
Because when we’re around each other now,
even on good terms,
it still hurts me.
I hope you realize that I don’t hate, or even dislike, you.
(I just don’t know what to say anymore.)