Your Life Is Not Your Own
I’m scared. There’s too much going on.
I need a hug …
God knows I don’t care about anyone but myself anymore.
…except her. Always her.
You’ll never understand.
He’ll always make things worse.
And with that, I say, fuck you.
Fuck you for finally making me break.
Fuck me for creating that which I cannot live up to.
No, i’m not alright.
No, I was never alright.
Yes, you knew it.
No, I don’t hate you.
Nothing will ever be the same.
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Who am I to need you when I’m down?
Where are you when I need you around?
Your life is not your own
And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
And you may go, but I know you won’t leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own
Who am I to need you now?
To ask you why, to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith
And as you were, you’ll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I?
Smashing Pumpkins © Crestfallen